a blogger

Last five years - I tried at least 5 times to write blogs. I was not successful - partially because of my laziness.

Personally, I am a bit lazy - except going to office and writing few lines of code - I do nothing . However, I am always thinking myself - I am too much busy. It might be true or not. Today, we were supposed to go out for launch. I canceled it. I was interested to meet Deon and teddy - to assist them on their server setup. I was not needed - however I was there for gossip.

I like technology - but i know a very little. I tried with programming .. it suits me. I love to see the difference by adding a few hours on a process. I have been playing with technology last 12 years. But I feel I do not have enough capacity to learn more. Every I am reading and learning - but I do not know . I do not find any specific target.

I actually do not see happiness in anything except my work and my family. 15 years back I wanted to become a computer engineer. 12 years back , I ended up becoming a business man. I was brought to the light of business administration - a full of confused discipline. I never liked the subject or the teachers. I used to hate them - the way I am still now hate those so called teachers. Specially, I can not forget the attitude of one teacher - he was teaching us Social Marketing. He took only two classes which I attended - he took only one exam which I never missed. he age me 30 marks out of 60 and he gave every body over 50. I asked him why this discrimination. He told me that I never behaved like student. Last five years, I just thought what are the quality of a student. Was it a mistake, I was a boy - I have noticed 80% of faculty members had some problem in girls . they are too soft on them.

Personally, except few teachers, I do not have any respect on any teachers in the university where I spent almost 8 years of my life. I saw some of those rubbish people are in facebook. I really can not control myself - what is this joke to become a teacher without knowing anything, I think God is listening to me. I heard some funny stories about those fickle minded peoples.